um i dont kno wat to call this but yea, its written by me and its some shit i just had to say.....

maybe no one loves me, maybe i ment to die alone. but i kno one day ill find home and when im there i will no longer be in despair because ill kno for once im where i belong
no one will miss me, no one will care. no one will mind not seeing my greasy black hair.
you say im different, you say im unique but i kno wat u mean is that im a loser, im a geek. my paranoid thoughts on religion and politics will never matter cuz no one rly folows it. i talk in words on confusion and mis lead lies, i act like i kno everything when all i really kno is that i will be my own demise.
i talk to you and we both pretend, you pretend you care what i have to say and i pretend my mind isnt in a different place.
when i was young i inviosned this world to be much less crul, i inviosned myself to be much less of a fool. and as im sitting here writing these words, i kno ur out there living ur life on someone else's terms and that hurts me, that makes me sad cuz i kno what u deserve is much more than what you had.....
-written by nick (now known only as fuck up cuz thats wat i rly am)